Tuesday, April 5, 2011
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Sunday, March 13, 2011
Its been 'ages' since i blog but guess i wanted to pen down my thoughts, my dreams, my goals...
This is the date when my life changes forever, no turning back nor will i ever regret it. I have chosen this path and have come this far, now is 13 MAR 2011, its been 3mths++ and counting on...
' The secret of success is having the courage to begin in the 1st place', which i have already did the 1st step by coming out of my comfort zone, i have always envy people driving posh-cars on the streets, living in big houses, living that kind of comfortable life, going overseas every few months...
But soon i dont have to envy them because i will be like them, to become the 20% of the population.
Alright less talk more action, but before acting i shall post some of my goals and desires here with pictures...
The dream car that i desire Audi R8
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Saturday, July 31, 2010
Yes...failure,guess everyone has been through many failure's along their life and hav their lowest point in their life=( Today,i juz had a small taste of wads like to be crushed and feeling like u r e lowest lifeform ever in this world...morning was raining so heavily rather moody e whole day juz like how i felt,had exam on fri and it didnt turn out well...i was 1 of e few border line case and although how much my instructor tell us to enjoy our wkend,i juz cant accept e fact and hav e mentality that i will somehow fail and hav to juz resit e paper,well,f it then juz resit e most another 2nd try...but all those hassle and trouble for so many ppl,till now then i realise how painful it can be. Im a type of person who likes to ponder alot unless i can get a assurance that e thing is a success! Much of a pessimistic person im, i juz duno y im borned this way,no matter how ppl encourage me or try cheering me up. Most often then not i will juz cover under my blanket and thing or 'analyze' e problem why it happen e way i hav not expected or desired...it might take days for me to think it through or until someone enlighten me then i will hav a peace of mind. Many a times, i have e feeling when my heart is like falling through a bottomless pit,a never ending bottom that kind of feeling...how i wish that someone will appear and save me and show me e light path...but sometimes it still depends on e individual on whether u r willing to accept the fact or not,juz like 1 of my friend.
We have gave him advice and even encourage him not to think too much abt e problem and juz let natural takes it course but he still felt sad,guess wadever i say i also got a chance to taste my own medicine,its not as easy as it seems. Just by saying forgetting it,everything wil be fine is juz only a cover up or comforting oneself,after awhile e problem will juz come back. So now that i hav taste a slight problem in my life, to some it might not be a big deal,but for me it has another meaning behind it or it meant alot to me,i will juz hav to accept and prepare for e worst and make e neccessary improvement to prevent such mistakes from recurring. Does all successful ppl become that successful aft being through all these hardship,torture,failures??? Maybe...
I juz hope that this mon when e results are release i would escape from 'hell' and be save,and i hav set myself a goal too, that if i wan to succeed in anything, i muz wrk hard for it and be more discipline...often read or listen how everyone say that ur life depends on u urself and no one. NO ONE can ever change how u wan ur life to be,its only u thats in control. How a person can be successful is also depend on them and how they pick themselves up from failure. Life is cruel...sometimes i really wish that i was never born, but since GOD has given me the chance to live,i should cherish it and make e best out of it w/o regrets. I dont wan aft many yrs when im lying on my death bed regretting or thinking that i hav not achieve anything in life. Instead,i wan to leave this world in a peaceful way,no sorrows or remorse...but a sense of achievement...
This yr has been a tough 1 for me,wit many ups and downs along e way,soon it will be yet another yr. Hopefully as i ages, i will become smarter and be a better person who is able to look at things in a more positive way and able to achieve sth in life:)
Yet another slpness nite..........................................
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Sunday, July 11, 2010
WEE!!! Hello my blog, been lonely for quite sometime sorry for neglecting u... Guess wad,world cup final is today! Er....no correction,is tml morning. Haha... Holland Vs Spain, so will emerge as the new champs of e world? Well,i certainly hope that it would our dear spain win e cup,and would luv to see torres and co lifting e cup in triump. Cant wait for that moment to come,and hopefully aft e wc torres will not leave liverpool,so do gerrard and the rest=)
Today is also sun,means family gathering...today morning woke up at around 10+ coz last nite slp quiet late,stupid channel 5 thought they got show germany match but they didnt:(
Then at 11am went to cut my hair,crappy hairstyle now...told e uncle to cut that hairstyle come out like some kuku hairstyle,now my hair freaking short la, then went back home ate lunch,nap awhile then go to yishun ther de hot spring near semb airbase...woah, so hot man e water and u can smell e sulphur. Then aft that went to tamp area ther had dinner back home take a bath then blog lor coz aft so long didnt blog juz feel like blogging awhile. But i gonna turn in soon,need rest if not tml go wrk jialat la...
Alrite, when free will try to post more ofter then...bye and may e force be wit spain and TORRES PLS SCORE~
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Saturday, February 20, 2010
HAPPY CNY to all!!! So fast 1mth has gone of 2010...soon reaching 3rd mth liao...woah thats pretty fast, and yes im also 21 yrs old liao...lol, officially 21 and legal. So how do i celebrate my 21st bday actually nth much, i didnt really celebrate it only some of my best buddies help me celebrate and being tricked too...but anw wanna thx them for celebrating it and keeping e way how things were,nice,simple,swt...juz e way i wanted.Haha,but some would be wondering well 21st bday it should be e turning pt of our life's,hmmm...but im a rather weird person i should say,im juz different fr my friends around me,i didnt really like it BIG u know...yea,think u know wad i mean,nvm if u dont gt it, juz forget abt it...
Yea,CNY, sure everyone muz be happily collecting 'ang bao;s' ba and also bz gambling!!! LOL!!! I dont gamble...i only watch and see ppl gamble, haha...well everything has been fine lately,nth much happen in my life so far,its juz e normal life i used to hav, wrk up in e morning, report to wrk on time, sit on e chair and study study study, then off for breaks in between lessons...so far manage to pass all my test, now is e exam then i can be relieve fr the mental stresses and hav a gd brk b4 continue e nxt module...sometimes i really wonder 'WTH' am i doing?! U muz be kidding, u sign on...oh,but no pt its all done and dusted, e signatures is on that dotted, ur live is commited to e force and e country...haha,but wadever it is e outcome...i juz try my best in wadever i do ba even if i dont like it...suckthumb;) Juz tarhan e 5yrs...then i will gt my pink IC and do wadever i wan to do, study,wrk??? Anything,who knows wad will happen few yrs down e road,no one can actually foresee it.
Today was a very great sat, woke up in e morning had my branch then went to cut hair, thereafter cycle to east coast park...haha,yes cycle there. Then buy myself e macdonald's prosperity beef burger,nt even prosperity lor...taste so...yuack...and no curly fries!!! WAD!!! I wanna eat curly fries de lor...but nvm la, then found a quiet spot see on e bench and started eating my snack, then continue on my journey cycle all e way to e end pt, which is finally blocked coz they gt a substation there and some construction stuff ongoing, and i can see e city skyline,e big "Wheel" and also e 'Sands' resort which is still under construction, Suntec building...etc... then take a U-turn cycle all e way back,woah...tiring, but very sastifying indeed. Haha, and i enjoy every moment...and i was wondering if i ever hav a gf would i be doing this??? Guess probably not ba, OTOT...u can do wadever u like anything,anywhere...its juz so great...forgive me if i start to think abt r/s stuff, but coz i seen alot of couples at east coast park cycling tgt...it juz came across my mind...but who cares...currently i dont think of getting into a r/s real fast. I still gt plans for myself,till i met someone, i shall concentrate on my career b4 i consider r/s this thing again=)
Alrite...shall logoff fr here...everyone enjoy e CNY atmosphere and rmb to tc of ur health too and cherish every moment in ur life
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Friday, January 1, 2010
010110.WOW...wad a nice number can go buy 4-D ar!!! LOL!!! Anw its a new yr, welcome to yr 2010...time fly past really really fast. Soon i will be hitting my 21st bday liao:) Another yr older ar...so that means more responsibility and hav to be more man wor. Haha. Hmmm, anw ytd went wit co. to eat sakura buffet then walk down to sg river to esplanade there to count down and watch e firewrks...so nice wor. Haha, i didnt take pics coz didnt bring cam but mum did and 'dong-zhi' also took some pics. It was crowded jam pack ar...wit lots of babes around, wohooo...alrite, im nt horny ok, at least for now, heeee.
Yeah so wads my New Yr resolution, well i would say a successful career in RSAF and having a healthy body. Also wish for world peace... Yeah, rsaf...(round,short,and,fat)??? Haha, i juz hope that i will be doing fine inside during my remaining 3yrs in e service and hopefully to be able to gt a degree within this 3yrs or 4yrs, if i cant gt a scholarship then maybe study part-time. Although it would be tough to juggle between wrk and studies...but if i wan to gt wad i wan i will juz hav to earn it and that means being more hardwrking...no choice either. Thats y now i only wish that my yrs ahead of me would be gd and that i gt a chance to further my studies gt a degree and yet earn some money for myself so by the time i come out of service i gt some savings liao, as for signing on further...hmm,well if i actually like e wrking environment inside, WHY NOT!? I am serious abt it yea...continue to contribute to e country is nt a bad thing either and government sector...yeah! Cool yea!
I also bought a ipod touch lately...wow, although it burn my pocket 1 hole, i think its still worth it. I hav been eyeing for a mp3 player for quite some time liao ever since aft enlistment, i sold off my hp, no more music to listen...i juz feel so bored, i need some life, so...i bought e ipod touch. Haha, a new toy for me...still exploring some of e functions, rather blur when i 1st started using it. Haha...anw now i gt something to accompany me liao whenever i feel bored.
21st bday....hmm.Well, nth special la. Actually its juz a bday only rite, i dont really like those BIG and extravaganza stuffs...its really nt my type. For me to spend my bday would be maybe spending time wit my family or close friends around me ba...juz a meal tgt hav a bday cake would be enough for me. As for presents...juz something thats nt ex and practical i would be glad and appreciate it alot too. If i hav a gf...oh! Then it would be diff liao, i think i would wan to spend time tgt wit her at some calm and relaxing place like beaches...yeah, i luv going to e beaches having maybe long and slow walk tgt wit her...ooo ya rite, thinking too much alrdy^.^
Ok la, i need upload songs into my ipod liao,tml gonna go out again, maybe going to queensway there, friend intend to buy a street soccer shoe for my bday present coz i wore till my shoe alrdy gt a hole liao. Today ply soccer was fun aft so long didnt ply, i scored a few goals, 2 wit my left leg!!! YES!!! my left leg i finally gt e confident to shoot wit it...but i will still continue to train on my left leg so i would be proficient in both legs and nt be a handicapped on e pitch. See yea ppl, hope u all enjoy ur New Yr celebration and look ahead to a more bright and fruitful 2010!!!
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Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Yeah...its been a long time since i update my blog liao...bit lazy this few days ever since aft BMT, dont feel like posting or writing my blog. Anw, here's wad i did last few till today, write briefly on it. Wed was my POP, finally aft 13wks e long awaited day arrived...woke up early in e morning 3.3am juz to gt prepare for our 24km road march, e march was alrite, my feet lucky no blisters but my field pack was damn heavy coz i didnt bring back some stuffs, but some of my platoon buddies offer to help carry some of my load really gt to thx them if nt i might hav an even hard time completing my 24km road march...Road march till e end rain abit quite refreshing then was so happy as soon as i saw vehicles in front coz we r reaching our finishing pt, then we did some 'body maintenence b4 our GP...so hot during that time coz evening sun baking on e parade square. Thereafter took pics wit sgts, sirs...and buddies then back home lo!!!
Thur did nth...rest at home...fri,went our to eat also did nth rest at home, then sat morning woke up at 5am go msia. 1 day tour...then went to those farm nearby gt rubber plantation and also oil palm plantation, this remind me my field camp!!! NO!!!! Haha...yea then sun, went our wit parents...mum go tangs buy a bread making machine...zzz then e rest of e day at home rest.
Mon contract signing!!! YES!!! Airforce called me, but i didnt pick up till they msg me then i return call and they tell me to come down to career centre at CMPB for e contract signing...and everything was quite successful as of now...coz i hav yet to pass my aeromedical checkup yet, doing so on wed.
Tue which is today went to eat lunch at BillyBombers wit mum and sis coz i haven used up e voucher given by safra. The food was yummy and filling, portion i would that its quite sastifying:) Then is shopping at orchard, yes i bought a few clothes here and there coz there r lots of promotions and offers around, nearing to christmas i guess and also e newly open shop at orchard 313, dont know y they call that mall 313??? So funny and weird, anw yea bought a shorts and shirt at freshbox, then another t-shirt at cotton on, then another 3 shirts fr duno wad new...sth de shop b4 taking mrt back home...HAHA
The following programmes for tml and day aft...wed would be 12pm airforce aeromedical checkup, lucky its near my house then i think aft checkup maybe i go jogging again at reservoir...
For thur, going msia again. 1 day tour but shopping also...mum and cousin planning to take a short trip to JB by train so i juz tag along lor anw nth to do at home de, e most i only ply com but rather sian ar, even my FM10 also cant ply liao aft updating it, crap!!!Think i go buy e original ver de better...haha, so moral of e stry...dont trust pirated products, wakaka...oops...
As for fri...hmm...i think nth much also ba probably friend will ask me out again, then sat!~yeah baby, SOCCER!!!! ARGH!!! YES!!! Its soccer, aft so long i nv play soccer for so long alrdy finally am able to ply again, even if its a few mins on e pitch i dont mind but bloody match so far away, cck pri sch...liao wei:(
Sun...maybe outing wit parents ba b4 mon report to my new unit which is airforce!!! Hope they post me to payar labah airbase then near my house at least much better and i hope i had a great time inside and enjoy my whole 5 yrs there...bye
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