Thursday, April 30, 2009
The condition of my eye juz got worst and i hav to go to see the doc. The doc then refer me to A&E and i see the eye specialist doc...she say that my cornea was scratch and injure and there's infection so this whole wk here i am still recovering fr my eye injury... currently, there's not much danger as the infection is gone and my cornea has heal there's no skin defective, juz it turn out some idiot virus flu manage to develop and my eye is red and swollen till now. I juz hope it can recover juz in time for my trip to macau.
Talking bout the macau trip its another dilemma. Sure everyone knows bout the recent swine flu. The timing to strike now is juz so great...hell yeah, here i am trying so hard to recover from my eye injury and there another stupid idiotic swine virus emerge juz when i wanna at least go overseas enjoy myself. Sadded:(
Well the recent swine flu i think is juz only 1 of the many epidemic virus around world wide. There would be more deadly and fatal virus to strike, maybe that's god punishment or the so call 'Armageddon' as seen in movies too, the world would eventually be wipe out by a strong virus where human has no cure to it. Guess we humans r to blame for it, tempering wit technology inventing all sorts of crazy medicine and chemicals which eventually mutate into these deadly virus. I juz hope rite now the virus would juz not strike into asia and i can go for my trip if not i might feel so sad enough alrdy wit the condition of my eye...till now i cant play soccer. How i wish i can hav fun and go play soccer as usual and see things crystal clear. I really admire those ppl who r handicapped, those who r blind. They still carry on wit life and some can even do stuffs that even we normal ppl can do!
Till then, hope the Swine virus would not spread any further and disrupt my trip to macau and the condition of my eye would eventually heal by the time i take the plane to macau too:) May God Bless everyone, especially those who r down wit the swine flu
::3:34 PM
Thursday, April 9, 2009
HELL YEAH!!! Bloody idiot weather making me damn piss off!!! Whenever i wanna play soccer give that kind of weather...2pm+ wanna rain but nv rain keep hanging there, then 3pm bright sun come out gt hope, 4pm start to 'happy hr' wanna rain, then soon 5pm is 'party time'...this weather juz think they r at the fun fair man!!! Wahaha, but cant blame the weather much nowsaday Mother Earth is becoming more and more insane and likes to go 'party' as and when she likes...hehe
Talking bout that, this morning Champ Leagues match against 'shawan' Chelsea is a disaster. Look at the def, wth!!! WAD r u thinking man, y look at chelsea players juz go forward and hack them down, don care juz go for the ball get the bloody ball back!!! They r juz sitting around and looking at 'shawan' atking doing all those passes turning them like a kuku...lol Then the bargger ref, so many dirty small fouls fr Chelsea the 'shawan' players also nv do anything juz free-kicks given, especially the Ballack see the face also sian. But nvm, even if pool lose i juz hope its a blessing in diguise and we would juz win the ultimate BPL title:)
Welcome back Liverpool squad!!! U r finally back to ur own form...lol so saddist, but thats how liverpool form, win a few games in a row and lose real bad like some rookies, and lucus is not that gd, i juz dun understand y rafa likes and protect him so much, he doesnt even hav that bit of magic of spark in him...maybe i am wrong, idk??? Martain Skrtel is also no where gd, his form is juz dropping aft that England match, maybe he is losing some of his 'alien powers' rofl... agger the agar agar should come back and stop making agar agar for rafa to eat, rmb how he score that equaliser goal against Chelsea it was well taken, wad a nice set piece lay out by Gerrard...but to go to London to win a 3-0 scoreline in Champ Leagues against a team of 'Shawan' juz seems so difficult, unless London bridge is falling down...lol
Alrite, enough of ranting no use either unless the 'shawan' r gone or Liverpool sch boys can create some magic, maybe rafa should make some crazy pills for each of the players to eat juz b4 every match, guess its time to play the damn football game, althought the floor is wet till u can actually do skiing and create splashes like some artistic performance...so long yeah!!!
::4:56 PM
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Hi all, juz read the newspaper and found this topic rather interesting. DEATH:)
How many of us actually give a thought bout it? Well i certainly do hav thoughts that wad if 1 day i suffer from some illness or disease and hav to leave this world. We r all fearful of death but its part and parcel of life and no1 can actually avoid it, and we should always look at the bright side no matter how painful or sad it can be. Actually on thur morning, i was woken up by a sudden sharp piercing like feeling at my left chest which is where my heart is located. I was juz shocked that i didnt even dare to move too much on my bed as i wonder am i gonna die or actually worsen the pain...but aft awhile manage to catch my breadth and stay calm as possible lucky nth happen. As previously during NS checkup, the doc check and refer me for another scan at the hospital, that could meant anything to my heart until i know the full report or hav done a scan then i know if i am safe. Thats how i thought of death.
Its a sad thing though if 1 were to leave the world too soon at such a young age, and there r so many things i hav yet to do or succeed in my life. Ever though so, i hav given a thought bout it wad i would actually do or wad r the regrets i would hav. This is to give myself a mental preparation not juz becoz i am being over thinking or wad...
1st thing i would do is spend more time wit my family members and maybe a few close friends
around me who hav been caring me all this while, nxt i would juz go on a special trip to places i always wanna go to, u can name Anfield is my top piority as i am a die-hard fan of Liverpool, maybe nxt would be antartica to see the icebreg if not go to a place where its peaceful wit a nice cooling weather. As for regrets ...i guess there;s not much regrets i would hav...
When i was small dying juz seems so impossible to me till 1yr back when my grandma pass away. Anything could juz happen anywhere, its better to be safe then sry b4 we hav any regrets and to cherish our luv ones and not take things for granted. As for me i will hav to wait for my checkup date to confirm if my heart hav any problem...so for the time being juz enjoy life and make the best out of it:)
::4:44 PM
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Sian...this few nite did not slp well. Chat wit jin ling till so late...idk if i should juz hack care and slp. Feel as if got no aim or sth talk to her then she keep crying feeling sad over her relationship problem...then talk to her sometimes ask me y ask that, y ask this qns, so irritated by it...hell yeah if dont wanna say juz dont say la y shoot back like i asking some rubbish qns. Anw, i guess i am blunt wit my words at times easily offend other ppl or get agitated easily by their words...I gonna learn to control that and change that bad habit of my if not i will juz feel miserable. I also tend to think to much or assume things alot... this r some of the things i really gonna change, starting from this long holiday. Now at home nth to do always so boring, panda move to new house finally so nowhere to go either. I really need a job so badly, if not i might go insane sooner or later...or maybe i can dig the dinosaur bone given by panda, its really interesting but duno y i also got no mood its on my desk for 1wk alrdy:(
Jus now, panda msg me say he too sick his fever haven subside so jialat lor...hope he jus get well soon and can play soccer again. Looking forward to this sun de soccer training, been 1mth since we played alrdy damn long, but ytd de street soccer at tp was great!!! I am happy and proud of my performance,hehe...def well score 1 goal too, assist a few too. But i also pay the price, i got blister on both of my feet, so painful till i hav to way on the side of my feet cant walk properly. Then i also injure my left ankle although still can walk but still bit swollen...maybe while i wait for a job should hit the gym more frequent and go swimming to strengthen my ankle so wont injure easily when play soccer. Ok thats all for today, i dont wan lead a meaningless life anymore talking crap online when i got better things to do:)
::11:06 PM