Saturday, April 4, 2009
Hi all, juz read the newspaper and found this topic rather interesting. DEATH:)
How many of us actually give a thought bout it? Well i certainly do hav thoughts that wad if 1 day i suffer from some illness or disease and hav to leave this world. We r all fearful of death but its part and parcel of life and no1 can actually avoid it, and we should always look at the bright side no matter how painful or sad it can be. Actually on thur morning, i was woken up by a sudden sharp piercing like feeling at my left chest which is where my heart is located. I was juz shocked that i didnt even dare to move too much on my bed as i wonder am i gonna die or actually worsen the pain...but aft awhile manage to catch my breadth and stay calm as possible lucky nth happen. As previously during NS checkup, the doc check and refer me for another scan at the hospital, that could meant anything to my heart until i know the full report or hav done a scan then i know if i am safe. Thats how i thought of death.
Its a sad thing though if 1 were to leave the world too soon at such a young age, and there r so many things i hav yet to do or succeed in my life. Ever though so, i hav given a thought bout it wad i would actually do or wad r the regrets i would hav. This is to give myself a mental preparation not juz becoz i am being over thinking or wad...
1st thing i would do is spend more time wit my family members and maybe a few close friends
around me who hav been caring me all this while, nxt i would juz go on a special trip to places i always wanna go to, u can name Anfield is my top piority as i am a die-hard fan of Liverpool, maybe nxt would be antartica to see the icebreg if not go to a place where its peaceful wit a nice cooling weather. As for regrets ...i guess there;s not much regrets i would hav...
When i was small dying juz seems so impossible to me till 1yr back when my grandma pass away. Anything could juz happen anywhere, its better to be safe then sry b4 we hav any regrets and to cherish our luv ones and not take things for granted. As for me i will hav to wait for my checkup date to confirm if my heart hav any problem...so for the time being juz enjoy life and make the best out of it:)
