Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Sian...this few nite did not slp well. Chat wit jin ling till so late...idk if i should juz hack care and slp. Feel as if got no aim or sth talk to her then she keep crying feeling sad over her relationship problem...then talk to her sometimes ask me y ask that, y ask this qns, so irritated by it...hell yeah if dont wanna say juz dont say la y shoot back like i asking some rubbish qns. Anw, i guess i am blunt wit my words at times easily offend other ppl or get agitated easily by their words...I gonna learn to control that and change that bad habit of my if not i will juz feel miserable. I also tend to think to much or assume things alot... this r some of the things i really gonna change, starting from this long holiday. Now at home nth to do always so boring, panda move to new house finally so nowhere to go either. I really need a job so badly, if not i might go insane sooner or later...or maybe i can dig the dinosaur bone given by panda, its really interesting but duno y i also got no mood its on my desk for 1wk alrdy:(
Jus now, panda msg me say he too sick his fever haven subside so jialat lor...hope he jus get well soon and can play soccer again. Looking forward to this sun de soccer training, been 1mth since we played alrdy damn long, but ytd de street soccer at tp was great!!! I am happy and proud of my performance,hehe...def well score 1 goal too, assist a few too. But i also pay the price, i got blister on both of my feet, so painful till i hav to way on the side of my feet cant walk properly. Then i also injure my left ankle although still can walk but still bit swollen...maybe while i wait for a job should hit the gym more frequent and go swimming to strengthen my ankle so wont injure easily when play soccer. Ok thats all for today, i dont wan lead a meaningless life anymore talking crap online when i got better things to do:)
